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he told me that he was sorry for cutting me out of his life, that i wonapos;t ever truly uds unless he tells me why. And that itapos;s because heapos;s really busy with his stuff, ad he doesnapos;t have the time to talk to me properly. He said that he knows weapos;re really distant all over again, and that he doesnapos;t know if itapos;s a good or bad thing. He doesnapos;t know how to break it to me, and that iapos;ve my hands full already. He also said that itapos;s not right for us to be this close, and he knows what i mean by saying that heapos;ll always have a spot in my life. He said that i do too, iapos;l always have a special place in his life - always had, always will. He said heapos;s always loved me, and all he wanted to do was make me smile. But he said he needs to be rational, rational enough to draw the line. He said he wished he could go back a year and make things better, for both of us.
and i told him that iapos;m constantly waving at him, be it online or via sms, gently reminding him that iapos;m always here, that i still love him and miss him a lot. I said that if there are things that he needed to tell me, he should, or iapos;ll never be able to uds him. I said that i donapos;t know how long itapos;s going to take for him to be free for me again but i do know that iapos;m willing to wait, how ever long it takes. I told him that i love him, and i want to be with him through everything. I told him not to stop me because i want to. I said i dontapos; want the gap between us, that i miss him. I said iapos;ll be waiting for him, waiting for what he has to say. I told him that he doesnapos;t make to do stuff to make me smile, because he is the reason why i smile when weapos;re together. I told him that i want to be close to him, though yes the line has to be drawn. I told him that i donapos;t want us to drift apart, like a year ago. I said i want us to be close, i donapos;t want gaps between us. I also said that i donapos;t want to be away from him, and that i want to be there for him, with him. I told him that i love him; always have, always will.
if youapos;re reading this, please... Tell me everything. I need to know.
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